shyConfessiOns

i knew you were always there….

knocking at the window to my heart..

but i’ve never realised you were there all the time..

and that you hav never left.

my heart belongs to you alone ^^

melody’s heart is your home, love you dear Jesus

T.T  dun let me refuse you

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.im feeling blue

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thats all. ntg more to say =(

its all coming back again. voices. not literally, but i hear them. im my head. "im stupid. i hate myself.. "

i dont know if its true sometimes. T.T i cant do anything right. i JUST cant. everything i do is wrong. i need some backup! GOD why are you hiding? i need you.. NOW. im broken into a million peices and there’s no one i can look to… except you. but i CANT find you… you seem so distant. dont you want me anymore? i know i hav disappointed you.. God. but im sorry…. pls pls pls dun giv up on me.

i’l do your work! promise….. dun leave me T.T

i know you wont. =) jz reassure me. coz im really confused now

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send help God.

hahaha… ah seng! u dun come bak n say boring arr! slap u da!!!!

chop ur head! POOOF****

XD hahaha

meloDy

God has grant me a great day.. went ice skating today nand He was with me the whole day. even though i forget Him some times.. He nvr forgets me. =) i went ice skating with Him. =) not jz wid my friends. haha… i love God….

its such a happy feeling! ice skating.

brings back sweet memories of my childhood. i used to rolloer blade with my family in botanical garden and youth park (penang)

bottem line is.. im happy today. =)

thank God ^^

+-*/happified

i love you nomatter who you are. life has been so beautiful yet confusing. nvm! im determined to live it right! God lead me =)

i love you!!!

im so desperately in love with all of uuuu!!!

melOdy