ConfusioN
its all coming back again. voices. not literally, but i hear them. im my head. "im stupid. i hate myself.. "
i dont know if its true sometimes. T.T i cant do anything right. i JUST cant. everything i do is wrong. i need some backup! GOD why are you hiding? i need you.. NOW. im broken into a million peices and there’s no one i can look to… except you. but i CANT find you… you seem so distant. dont you want me anymore? i know i hav disappointed you.. God. but im sorry…. pls pls pls dun giv up on me.
i’l do your work! promise….. dun leave me T.T
i know you wont. =) jz reassure me. coz im really confused now
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send help God.
